DREAMBOARD: "Hosting Playground Thought-Forms"


Uploaded 9-17-22


Hello, Light Wizards! This Dreamboard wove itself on 9/17/22 and it circulates around the idea of that which lingers in our unconscious, how it has the potential to overtake our Free Will, and our potential to synthesize. (zoom was bein' a lil nuisance so forgive any hiccups)


ALIEN

Our consciousness operates this vessel while the many intricate systems all communicate, synchronize, and execute processes without the conscious awareness of the human. If we remove the idea of the Physical Alien busting out of the guy’s chest and replace it with an Astral form to coincide with the knowing that everything is just energy....well, what are we looking at now? What are we Hosting? We know there are allllll the parasites and bacteria within the human body...but what about the Astral? Who / What are we Hosting?


DRAGON BALL Z

This transformation clip reminds us that we require an adversary to activate our potential. We need an opposing force to unleash our next phase in evolution. Our growth is dependent on new challenges arising so we can realize our ability to adapt. Let us find a way to sooooothe our anger when met with an adversary so that we can align with our life force energy to embody a new form. We need an adversary.


THE BIRDS

Our unhealed wounds collecting together to force us to sit with ourselves to realize the extent of that which operates our “Free Will” so we can begin the process of RECLAMATION. Do we have the words to describe how our Playground memories influence our Adulthood? Can we face ourselves compassionately to identify just how much we are bound to playground memories? Can we summon the bravery to snap ourselves out of the wounded playground child? Are we able to conceptualize that we are a Host to thought-forms which were birthed from the Playground? We are a Host to the energy lingering in that which we do not wish to see and these Parasites are easy to face like a single bird...but are tremendously destructive as a Murder of Crows.


CHARMED

This brilliant scene from Charmed depicts our ability to overcome thought-forms. The desire to help and the assistance of others to provide an opportunity to witness the personification of our destructive thought-forms. Realizing that we may have difficulty identifying what is producing the thought-forms and how others can help us see our LIGHT. Witnessing ourselves embody the necessary WILL to face our Underworld comprised of thought-forms which originated from trauma wounds lurking within that which we wish never existed.


Transcript

So we're back with another dream board which weaved itself through my Instagram this morning on September 17th, 2022, as I am eagerly awaiting to head out to see the Florence the Machine concert. And I really enjoyed. These segments and these clips that came in. And the undercurrent, the energy of them all. And I really think that they this really began yesterday, and I think I may have a berry stuck in my teeth. I try to clear it out, but. If you see it. Sorry. Anyhow, I think it began yesterday with my. This memory surfacing, which I mention mentioned in the weekly webcast about this blue eyed vixen who slammed my head into a Snapple machine. After I was. I guess I should tell the quick story. I want to tell it real quick. So pretty much 11th grade I was feeling myself. I was wearing a orange Abercrombie and Fitch Polo. During lunch, I went to get a Snapple from the salt machine and a blue eyed vixen girl kept looking at me and I went to go grab my purchase from the Snapple machine door and she grabbed my hair and slammed it into the machine. And. It really introduces the the notion of bullying, of suppressing our individual expression and how that has, has and is and may still be lingering in our underworld or shadow, our unconscious programing and those bullying moments. Maybe puppeteering and hijacking our free will. And we're not really giving ourselves the opportunity to stand in our individual expression and be confident, moving forward into the unknown while making mistakes, getting messy, learning from them, picking ourselves back up, persevering and getting on with our lives, and being prepared for all those other times that we may meet another blue eyed vixen. And. I also had one screen record button go with The Jungle Book, but I don't think that was in May. If I get pull to it, I'll bring it up. But anyhow, let's just get into it. But it'll be this underlying thing of what is operating us.


The short form wise from experiences that we have that are unresolved, unhealed. Or not even in the process of healing. We may not even have the vocabulary to identify it until we start thinking about these things that I discuss in this video. The Stream Board. So we're going to. Do the. The button share screen. Stop. Okay. You know how this goes. Right there I am. So began this morning, and I started seeing this scene from Alien. One of my favorite movies. With the caption Who says, What are we hosting? I'm going to read it this time. So our consciousness operates this vessel by the many intricate systems, all communicate, synchronize and execute processes, processes without the conscious awareness of the human. If we remove the idea of the physical alien busting out of the guy's chest and replace it with an actual form to coincide with the knowing that everything is just energy. Well, what are we looking at now? What are we hosting? We know that they're all the parasites in bacteria within the human body. But what about the astral? Whose last? What are we hosting? And I had some ideas about what this maybe or the dream board may turn out. But logic does not happen when we just like the ability it is. It's not our mind. It funnels through. And a whole other story came out. So we have right here clearly. I forgot the name of that little alien thing, but it's coming out of this guy's chest overriding him. And it comes in with the the real idea, like what could be operating on an astro level or thought form level or emotional body or mental body. Through this kind of horrifying imagery. But I hate this set up. I love monster movies. Yeah. It's so fucking creepy. So. The idea of, you know, our consciousness puppeteering this body. But are we looking at the actual plugging plug ins to our field or are our whole complex? And. If we let it fester and continue to gather momentum and grow and grow and grow. Will a consumers. Because also in this scene, these people in this movie, they have no idea. They never faced this thing before. They didn't even know this is possible. So what if we don't really know that it's possible that. How severe? Our. Untouched wounds are unlike illuminated wounds. Could overwhelm us and it can lead us to very destructive action and very destructive thoughts. And then are we essentially just hosting that thought form, actually? And it's alive and well. Puppeteering us. Puppeteering us hijacking our free will because our free will would be that we are going for what we desire.


Moving into the unknown confidently. Knowing that we are able to adapt to anything and. Establishing boundaries and that whole the whole like of really what free will is doing. What you freely wish to do so. Who? And then this led into Dragon Ball Z. So if you're not familiar with Diagnosi, you don't really have to be. But in here we have the main character, Goku in the black hair. He is. And he's undergoing a transformation due to the adversary, due to his enemy, his opponent, Frieza, which is him, a little alien guy. And the caption reads, This transformation clip reminds us that we require an adversary to activate our potential. We need an opposing force to unleash our next phase in evolution. Our growth is dependent on new challenges arising so we can realize our ability to adapt. Let us find a way to soothe our anger when we met. Oh, yeah. When we met with an adversary so that we can align with our life force energy to embody a new form, we need an adversary Goku. Right now would not be undergoing his transformation if he did not have an opposing force, a polar opposite, to challenge him. He is right now transform. He's being an alchemist. He's turning this experience into something that empowers him. He is showing us our potential to illuminate these little thought forms. To transduced them into being a clear vessel for free will. Overlaying that onto the blue eyed vixen. Overlaying that onto the alien we just saw. If we are able to just shine light on this underworld within us. We have that potential to go to the next level and. If you look at all of those times in your life where you were able to synthesize an experience that was terrible. But you were able to synthesize that energy and you were able to grow from it. You learned you were you activated into a new self. And then you could see. Oh, okay, that what? That that's what that was. And if this was to happen again, I know that I'm able to transmute it.


Adapt, transform, overcome. And achieve super sane. Oh, I love Dragon Ball Z. And then this led me to I started seeing later on the birds and I was like, How the hell is the birds going to enter? We've with this dream board. And I started seeing the scene after this. Actually, I was looking at and I was drawn to birds as you tubing and I saw when the birds were attacking the kids but I was like, I don't think that's it. But it could be. I don't think that's it. So I set it aside, you know, I didn't feel. Like it was in. Which then moments later. I stumbled upon this scene where we had the main character. I'm forgetting her name. She's sitting there at the cig, waiting to pick up, I think her boyfriend's. Sister, kid sister at the school. And then we see the crows start to come. Call me and I love this movie too, so I'm going to read it. Our unhealed wounds collecting together to force us to sit with ourselves, to realize the extent of that which operates our free will so we can begin the process of reclamation. Do we have the words to describe our playground memories influence our adulthood? Can we face ourselves compassionately to identify just how much we are bound to playground memories? Can we summon the bravery to snap ourselves out of the wounded playground child? Are we able to conceptualize that we are a host to thought forms which were birthed from the playground? We are host to the energy lingering in that which we do not wish to see. And these parasites are easy to face like a single bird, but are tremendously destructive as a murder of crows. Reclaiming our free will. So Amelie, this scene is establishing. Childhood memories of. X, Y, Z that has severely impaired ourselves. And we may not because she's facing away from the the gathering murder of crows. This is her unconscious. She's in adult form right now. She's doing an adult thing. She says she's her adult self going about her moments, her days while we have the gathering murder of crows behind her. Childhood. The underworld. And how? A single bird is easy to. Overcome by the whole murder of crows is another story. Dovetailing pun intended back to the alien scene where completely destroyed his body.


So if we activate our potential through identifying what's in our playground shadow, we could be like Goku and reach a new level. And this scene really shows how terrifying it is to look, to feel, to see, to hear, to be in that memory. And it's very overwhelming. It's not easy and it's not for everybody. But to reclaim our free will. We're. Really asked to look at. In a way that is easy to digest that we're not going to be so scared by. So if we can sort of deconstructed and just do one thing at a time, it's easy to manage. And it's not asking as much from us if we were to just go after the murder of crows. And Croz right now, what's coming to my mind, at least, is picking at dead flesh. And this dead flesh is. Our body void of free will, that we're not operating because of the thought forms lingering and taking over in our adult self. So this really is a also looking at childhood. Yeah. Looking at childhood and. Understanding. It's not easy, but we can do it bit by bit where it's manageable and it can activate our potential. Oh, yeah. What's really even creepier in the scene are the kids singing in the background. Acquire kids. Singing outside of Christmas is creepy as fuck, especially in a horror movie or a suspense thriller movie. Right. And then moments ago, I went on a walk and the scene plugged into my mind. Charmed. The episodes called Murphy's Law from season two, and I actually made a transmission about it. I may have unlisted, but I definitely put it on my block. Overcoming Thought Forms. So in this scene, if you're not familiar Prue Halliwell, Shannen Doherty character and the guy from The Mummy, The Mummy. So Shannen Doherty character, Prue. Is. Influenced. Oh, I. Oh, well, I feel like a little loser. Well, that's okay, right? It doesn't have to be perfect. Maybe we have to look at that scene again. The act of. What is driving us to be so self-destructive? Illustrated through. What clearly is Peru. Being driven to commit suicide. The ultimate self-destructive behavior. In The Mummy or in this episode he is a dark lighter and he is unseen, unrealized by peril. Prue has no idea that that dark letter's right there, whispering in her ear and using her inner wounds to override her and exaggerate these thought forms. Guilt, shame, explains X-Y-Z. And now we have Leo, who is a whitelighter.


So an angel, if you're not familiar with Charmed and he's mortal, so he's asking to get his angel wings, quote unquote, back. He's desiring to help. So it really begins asking us, maybe we need an external person, a friend, a family, someone we trust to help us look at these thought forms. And what's coming to my mind is like a professional, a mental health professional who doesn't transfer his or her wounds on to you is not warped by woke ideology. That is really in their archetype of a healer. And this also is coming to my to our desire to want to reclaim our true free will as best as we can, having that earnest desire to want that free will. To go down that healing process to activate ourselves to turn super saying. And here we have Prue's sisters, Phoebe and Piper. Coming to save their sister. And what's coming to mind, too, is do we have. Then the wherewithal or the will to also want to help other people who are in the similar situation. So are we able to transmute what we experience and then use that as a healing force? To help others who were in our situation. Oh, I don't think I read it, so I'm going to read it. The desire to help and the assistance of others to provide an opportunity to witness the personification of our destructive thought forms.


Realizing that we may have difficulty identifying what is producing the thought forms and how others can help us see our light. Witnessing ourselves embody the necessary will to face our underworld comprised of thought forms which originated from trauma wounds lurking within that which we wish never existed. So here, through the help of her sisters, she was able to realize that dark, lighter whispering and using her own wounds against her. And obviously we could take this whole drawing board into looking at like entities and whatnot using our wounds, but we're just really focusing more on the thought forms. And this also is just exemplifying to our, you know, those. The little fucktard is in our mind from those experiences and just it overtaking us. So it just illustrates it even further. Who? Oh. I don't think there's really much else to say about that dream board. We get it. We got it. We decoded it. Now let's sit with it and see how we can relate this into our life, our lives, our journeys. Enjoy daylight wizards.