Jaguar & Viper & New Journal
- Jake James Vanek
- Mar 24
- 3 min read
Monday the 24th of March! Aries season is upon us, Spring has sprung, and I am eager to follow Curiosity to see where my path shall lead me next.

I followed inspiration on Satuday to journey to Michael's Craft Store to purchase a new journal! When I get that Breadcrumb, I know that it is imperative that I follow whether or not I know where the Breadcrumb shall take me. I always purchase a sketch book for my journal and normally I buy a solid black covered journal. However, this time I was led to a pretty feminine, pink/blue/green lined covered journal which I have used sometime in the past.
What I love about Journals is that I have no idea what the pages will have written on them! Buying a new journal signifies a new chapter in my Life's Book. I can recall many moments, good and bad, when I had no idea I'd be writing what transpired throughout my experience during each specific book and page. It definitely is symbolic to view the journals as a Totem for a new Segment of Life's Show.
I find myself really moving backward in time to those who came before my in this field who I have such high respect for. Rewinding the clock to those brave men and women who stood in front of the world to illustrate PSYCHISM to which they bravely stood in the face of some many viscious attacks and slander. To Honor my Elders. Those who paved the way before me and I hope to honor their efforts by just doing the Work without desiring Fame.
This morning's exercise brought me into a very interesting mindscape scene where I was greeted by the Jaguar and Viper Totems.
I'm not going to share what these Totems mean to me in my life at this current Time/Space. However, I will share how intimiate it feels to move with these Totems. It feels like a Greeting. It feels like two Companions presented themselves to me encoded with layers upon layers of meaning. I even now want them both as a tattoo!
Totems are very much a part of my life and my work. Symbols layered with Information. I never sought out to "be into Animal Totems" because they just appeared to me as my Psychic Antenna began to immerse itself within my Conscious Mind.
I was also met with a Realization of how the saying "Life's Rejection is God's Protection" which I do find a lot of truth in that statement.
I reflected on opportunities within my work/field where I thought this was what "I had to do" and then I was Rejected. Now...with the help of the Jaguar & the Viper...I can see more clearly why I was Rejected from and by XYZ.
The Glasses of Retrospection and a higher Octave of Observation. If this particular XYZ came to fruition...oh lord. I'd hate it! Why would I hate? Well....I would be put on the "world's stage" and I absolutely do not want any semblance of Fame especially regarding this work since I do not think I am equipped to handle the trials and tribulations that are associated with being a "public figure" even more so publicly announcing PSYCHISM. Actually...Helllll No! Terrible.
There's just an Air of...Change. Spring. Aries. The Jaguar and the Viper are demonstrating a new Stream for me to follow with the Flow of Life.
For you reading this, whoever you are, is there a time when you wanted so badly for XYZ to happen and then it did not happen? Have your desires shifted? Can you take a step back to observe how it may be beneficial for you and your path now that XYZ did not happen?
There are a lot of influences merging with our Life's Path and sometimes the Rejection is simply just God's Protection.