Personal Intuiting…Changes…Focusing Elsewhere

A beautiful Thursday evening and I just got back inside from journal and personal intuiting in the yard that is a part of my apartment! But then...the most annoying barking dog ruined the vibe so here I am!

There are no more reading slots available for May 2025 so I adjusted my services' prices like I said I would in the notice that was throughout my website.

How many changes can a person go through? I can't be the only one feeling the winds of change and the choice to Fight or to Accept. I accept the changes. It is what it is!

Eating some humble pie and setting myself on more Practical Aspects of my Life. I hate living in Illusion. Seriously, I'd rather the bandaid get ripped off as soon as possible. Feel that pain and accept the Truth. No Neptune's Rose-Colored Glasses for me!

As I discussed in my Begin Your Own PSYCHISM Practice Series...to do this work full-time is nowhere near in alignment with any other industry. And you know what? I just accept that! Especially since I really will not compromise my strict criteria. Hell fucking no to reading around people who are consuming alcohol! Helllll fucking no to psychic fairs and restaurant readings. And especially hell fucking no to striving to become a public figure and social media star.

So my practice will just be what it is. Helping those who book a session and that's it. To just be a Reader.

But! Well, the last however many years since 2018 were driven by the idea of making my practice something that could be a full-time income stream. How naive I was and I do appreciate really learning the ins-and-outs of this "industry". Alllll the crap plastered everywhere and what not. Higher Mind really has been in charge of my curriculum and Higher Mind is in complete control of my life.

Aligning with Divine Will and accepting that. Not under a grandiose belief of specialness and main character syndrome that has just possessed the majority of the population (or at least what is driving social media). If I was super naive then I'd sign up for a lackluster Law of Attraction workshop or just be stuck in a wheel of scolding myself because I'm not "thinking positively enough".

It is the Divine Will. Following Breadcrumbs and just being in my own path.

I was actually thinking about next year and when the time comes for my website's yearly payment and the booking system's payment. Will I renew? I'm not too sure! I will always READ for people. It is just built into my DNA. I just am a psychic and a medium. I'm just naturally good at it (the reality of what it actually means to be an authentic psychic and a medium) and I also worked very hard and for a long time to develop my skills.

But...we live on Earth! We have rent to pay. We have bills to pay.

My outside personal intuiting that I did before writing this entry was all about me not going into the Wheel of Remorse and the Wheel of Regret. To keep my eyes looking forward rather than in the rearview mirror. Sure..I could absolutely go into that destructive, unhealthy shame-guilt-loop, but I am striving to keep myself above water and to be CURIOUS about where the Divine is leading me.

I do wonder what career I could get into. I mean...I'm not exactly going to be writing my psychic skills on my resume nor discuss them in an interview! Could you imagine if I did? LOL

I remember working with a therapist last year and she really drilled it into me the need to remain in Curiosity. To not be consumed by regret and remorse.

It is exciting and also worrisome to think about where the hell I'm going.

But it is that Divine Will that I try to anchor into my consciousness and to lead me with the choices I make by acting on the Breadcrumbs.