Weekly Newsletter Message | 11/26/25
- Jake James Vanek

- 2 days ago
- 3 min read
What shall stream through me this week for our weekly message…hm.
CHAMELEON
I was shuffling my tarot deck and the Chameleon Totem popped into my head as I placed 3 cards faced down. Remember that Chameleon Beanie Baby? I loved that one!
Adaptability…but there’s the emotional component. A Chameleon Totem usually presents itself in a reading with a particular color. This Chameleon is RED. But all of a sudden…I’m blushing.
Let’s talk about embarrassment. Oh lord. If I were to ask you about a specific experience which caused you embarrassment…would you want to reply to my question with an answer? I admire those who aren’t easily embarrassed. I got much better with this as I cultivated a healthy self-esteem, but oh lord…my younger days were full of Red-Cheeked-Embarrassment!
I think we have a week of memories popping up in our Mind Tool to help us examine our Psychic Wiring aka our Conscious and Subconscious Minds. We don’t really know what is operating in our Unconscious until we have an experience that calls forth the memory which created a new wiring in our Psyche.
How do you handle those moments when you’re triggered by XYZ and then a memory shoots you in the head like a bazooka?! Do you React and Respond with an act that creates disastrous ripple effects or do you Sit and Observe? Since it is Thanksgiving Week…we may all be faced with spending time with people who know what Button to Push to make us have the bazooka go off. We also may have the opportunity to observe another person have the internal conflict with the bazooka and then witness his/her reaction.
Is there something so minute in your Psychic Wiring that formed from yesteryear when you were embarrassed regarding something so small that the version of you now wouldn’t experience that embarrassment? Childhood? During School? You called your teacher mom? You walked around the hallways of school with toothpaste on your shirt?
Or is it something big from yesteryear? My childhood was full of being bullied and feeling so ashamed of myself for many years of my young life. Then my college years of turning into a Monster as the pain in my Psychic Wiring surfaced as destructive abuse of alcohol, cannabis, and whatever else I could get my hands on and especially unhealthy foods.
I think we all may be met with something in our Psychic Wiring that we feel shame about and/or embarrassment about and/or things that we may thought we have handled, but there’s something new to examine.
I’m not sure what you’re doing this Holiday…but just be very careful around Alcohol. If you drink then I’d say 1 to 2 drink max. People are immersed in so much internal conflict and external conflict and…what do some people do? They take our their frustrations on people close to them. Keep your guard up!
V THE HIEROPHANT. III THE EMPRESS. ACE OF CUPS.
The 3 cards that were faced down. Let’s see this story.
Tradition leading to how we feel about ourselves and how we present ourselves to the world leading to the birth of a new awareness.
I feel like this week will give us an opportunity to review how we meet yearly traditions. How we interact with the world and people/places/things that continue to revolve around our lives. There’s some sort of Recognition and Resolve this week.
I’m just standing still and I’m seeing Repetition.
I think we’re going to find inspiration this week to step out of the Repetition. I’m changing how I carry myself and finding ways to strengthen my self-esteem and self-perception so that I’m not caught in the Repetition like those around me. I’m feeling inspired to do something differently.
Remember that we’re all on our own journeys so make sure to take that into consideration if we find ourself easily judging those around us especially during the holiday. Its just like I’m looking at people who are so intoxicated and I’m the only sober on at the party. I feel like I’m just making an Internal Decision to be Different and I’m not chokehold by yesteryear’s embarrassment.
There’s a new birthing opportunity this week and it is a Quiet Birth. There’s no need to exclaim or shout how different we are to others. We just start Acting and making Choices that are different as we release some aspects of our Psychic Wiring and then Embark on a new Train.
That’s it!
May you all have a lovely week!
Sincerely,
Jake


