My Dance with The Divine | A Personal Reflection
- Jake James Vanek

- Aug 7, 2025
- 3 min read
August 7th 2025 has been a day of diving back into the works of Caroline Myss. “Anatomy of the Spirit” was a central part to my understanding of PSI and a crucial mirror to my life’s journey of recognizing my skills and sharing them. I don’t share many similarities with Myss other than our intuitive skills and the same fears that battled with our psyche as we began reading for others. I also do not know Myss personally, but I deeply respect and admire her work.
I went on YouTube and found a lecture by Myss. I realized that she is something that I have yet to reach in my work. Not in terms of reading for others. I really resonate with her detailings of intuitive skills, the respect for them, the journey of strengthening accuracy, and the act of reading real people without the desire to become famous or to be pereceived as special. I realized that she represents a potential for me as I evolve with my skills and transform out of the PSI Mechanics realm into the Mystical Nature of Life.
I listened to Myss distinguish between intuitive skills and mysticism. They are not the same. This was an ah-ha moment for me since I never heard her discuss this difference and yet I always felt that. I exclaim all throughout my website how I am not a spiritual teacher and I strive to take out the “spiritual” connotations from PSI. This is mainly because of the pop-spiritual terror that plagues the social media world and the tunnels of the internet. I am allergic to the majority of “spiritual” content because I am alerted to the false advertisement and tacky depictions.
I never discuss nor write about my spiritual path because there’s no need for me to do so…it is a private love between me and The Divine, Higher Mind, God Force. It is my intimate relationship with that which my tiny little human mind cannot comprehend. I’m only 34. To even contemplate going onto a stage to profess myself to be a spiritual teacher is ludicrous. This is another reason why I can barely stomach listening to many of these “spiritual” content creators because they are not wisened with age and, quite frankly, I think many of them are full of shit.
In my own spiritual practice…I desire to tune myself into the Mystical…tune myself into the Expansion…tune myself into something greater than my human form and healthy logic mind. To examine my life symbolically and to not need to know why things happen to me which are two things I integrated into my life after reading some of Myss’s books.
Brief, fleeting moments and experiences with that Force I can only refer to as The God Foce & Higher Mind.
I always believed in God. This can be very triggering for people especially with the lunatics on social media disgracing anyone using the word God. I really cannot stand our culture or well…I cannot stand what is thrusted upon me when I ever attempted to browse social media (hence why I am no longer on social media nor do I browse social media).
I never was told to believe in God. I was always tuned into this Force. Despite my many challenges, struggles, disappointments, pain…I never lost my faith in God. I have no issues with using the name God, but I like to interchange the name with other names that I feel like corresponds with that Energy.
Even now as I cast my gaze across my present-day torments and strifes…I still have that attunement.
Prayer is something I implement into my daily life. I’m always talking to Higher Mind. To be of service to The Divine. To care more about my connection to The God Force rather than focusing my attention to be popular, “successful”, “important”, and the like. Depending on which circles you commune with…some would say that prayer is an act of being preyed upon. This makes no sense to me as I do not have religious trauma or even religious programming. I grew up going to a Lutheran Church and I can see the beauty in that experience, but I did not absorb the Man’s dictatorship of “the gospel”.
I’m also very tied to my acts of power symbolized through what some would call witchcraft. You can absolutely call me a witch and I’d take no offense. Not a witch like what is plaguing social media. Witch as in connecting to Energy and anchoring the Forces of Nature to work with me and I work with them.
Discussing spirituality is so personal and you’ll inevitably always offend someone. Spirituality also has nothing to do with PSI because PSI is just a human skill.
This is an intimate dance between me and Me. My spiritual path is mine, but my practice using my intuitive skills are for those who wish to work with me.


